Norman Ralph

They say that when one door closes another opens, that when one opportuntiy fades another will present itself, that there is a silver lining in every cloud.

Balls.

Life is messy, it doesn’t give you a second chance and when you screw up, it stays screwed.

For those of you who know me you will know that my friends mean everything to me. Everything. They are closer than family and I would die for every songle one of them. Today I lost two of them. The two closest. The ones that I actually would die for, in the very serious, very real sense of the sentence.

Izzy and I have been drifiting apart for some time, fighting more and more and making up less and less. I think the end has finally come. Facebook has been the medium and if you check out the site you will soon read what we said to each other. I have tried to keep it civil, but I feel too strongly to let it lie.

B and I also seem to have fallen out. I was forced to choose between my girlfriend, my best friend and my house mates. They all lost, but B took it worst. I did what was best to defend myself, Liz and my property. I am sorry that it turned out this way and I am even more sorry that now B cannot be in the same room as me.

There is more to this than I have explained, but I haven’t got the energy or the will.

Sorry.